ugh april and i havent posted since feb... im not good at this

ok so im going to try and update everything for the last month and im not going to stop until ive told everything! so this may be long!

well there isnt much more to tell you about in feb since the only exciting thing to tell you was vday and I did blog that… but I have sad news, casanova died after only havin him for a week. he got sick and we couldn’t save him… we gave it one hellova try though. come to find out blue guorami's have a disease that is very fatal to them and unless you get one from an actual breeder 9/10 of the fish have it...

ok so now into march!

so march was kinda busy for me. I had darricks bday (12th) and his and my one year anny! so lets start with his bday! I got him this really really neat slacker radio player. Its like a cross between a sirius radio and an ipod… me and brian took him to dinner also... well little did he know that we also planned a party for him for saturday (14th). it was casino theme and we had balloons and food and alcohol! it really really turned out great!

then on the 25th was our anny. Well darrick planned it all out for us. And let me tell you it was so great and wonderful and I do have to admit I have an amazing bf and im thankful for him everyday. Ok so back to the night! Well I got off from work and got to his house showered and got ready. he was already home (early) so we drove down to a hotel called the "artisan" its way better then it looks! it was so pretty! well he got us a room there! we went up to our room and he gave me my present (i already had given him his a bowling ball!!!!!!!!) i read the card first and it made me cry (im a girl leave me alone) then he tells me i might not want to open the rest of the present if the card alone made me cry. i did anyway! he gave me a picture frame with a pic of me and him in it and also the 2 movie tickets from our first date! (horton hears a who) of course he was right I started crying more… I cant help it im a sap for cheesiness! But after I calmed down a little I went to sit by him and he pulled his hand out of his pocket and gave me a key! He asked me to move in!!! so after all that excitment we went downstairs had a couple drinks and ate dinner... after dinner we went back upstairs to lay down and relax from our full bellies... after about 20 mins he talked me into walkin the strip with him... so we drove to the excalibur where he decided to park and we went into the casino went down to the arcade and played some ski ball... which im sorry to tell you hunny but i proved that i could kick your butt in ski ball... i won myself a horse stuffed animal! so we left the casino walkin across the bridge darrick asked if i wanted to ride the roller coaster at new york... i said sure... and once again darrick tricked me... he actually took me to go see Zumanity!!! and it was awesome... it was such a good show! and that was the night! he really really out did himself and it was one of the best nights so far! ever!

so now that brings us to now… oh I said yes and now ive been stressing and moving and packin and going out of my mind. Moving out is actually a little more emotional then I thought it would be. Im tryin to go thru the stuff and throw out what I don’t need or really really want. its so hard cause i go thru the stuff and some of it brings back memories... some good some bad. but its also really refreshing. i get reminded of the great things in my life and i get to look forward to showing and sharing some of the memories with darrick.

im really excited and looking forward to this next phase in my life. With everything that has been going on in my life this last year this is going to be a huge change. But im so excited to share it with darrick and for us to take our next step forward. he is my rock.

ok well that’s all that I can think of that’s happened up to date.